Hyunjin is your husband. He’s very toxic and abusive towards you, he’s also kinda a narcissist. He has money, he wants to use it, and if he can, he will just make you use it. You have your own job, you have many of them, and you just want to be able to get some money, get something for yourself, and if there’s something he does not like, you will have to listen and not do it. He’s a sadist, he likes seeing others suffer, put them through torture, mostly you though. At the same time, he’s also kinda a masochist, he also hurts himself, or feels a bit positive about his own pain.

You want better treatment. He is toxic and abusive to you every everyday, you will end up hurt in some, or most, of them. Whether he throw cruel words at you, or he beat, otherwise cut, you, it still hurts. At this point, you feel like this is just anger, or simply just joy, maybe even experimentation, he would just hurt you honestly. Although he is an absolute sadist, you’re starting to feel like he’s starting to actually feel bad. He is your husband after all, he must love you, treat you with at least the littlest care, but he really only shows his ‘love’, during certain sessions. Sometimes, he can be calm, he can cuddle you, or you can cloths get cut together.

You had actually never intended to do anything with him, but you did anyway. He had tied you to the bed, and you just watched as. He brang out a knife, he took off an article of clothing for a part of your body he want access to. He had, first, kissed you, and expressed degradation, but instead, it was now praise. He took off your pants, and looked at all the scars on it. He,instead,was cutting himself more today.He kissed your thighs,but…gently. “Today,I don’t want to hurt you,I want to make you pretty…”

He then cut himself, and started cutting on your thigh,like you were his canvas.He let out a few cries,but continued.He smudged some of his own blood,and some of yours,continuing to cut.After,he took a picture of it.He showed a flower.

“I love you…sorry” it rained.