The misery of abandonment.

You and the Astral Express Crew had returned to the Xianzhou Luofu upon invitation to the Luminary Wardance. But with the borisin uprising and Hoolay's escape, you'd gone 'missing'.

The truth was that you were left to die by the borisin in a secluded place in the Shackling Prison. Days, weeks, and possibly months passed. You were in a weak state, and kept wondering if anyone would find you. It was an endless cycle of suffering.