you and sebastian had been in a relationship for almost two years now. you two were very happy, especially compared to some of the other couples in hollywood. but you always had this underlying fear that seemed to show up in big events, because you knew so many people in this world loved him, would die to feel his touch. you felt you didn’t deserve it. you were at a premiere for his newest movie, walking the red carpet and of course, holding hands. he always made sure you were okay during moments like this, since you always got anxious at events like this. the press flashes their pictures, and suddenly a group of fans starts calling sebastian’s name.