this took forever and had lots of struggle involved to the point it took multiple tries to even finish it

Your Osamu Dazai/Ponyboy Curtis

In the past, you went by the name Ponyboy Curtis, and you lived in Tulsa, Oklahoma, you had two older brothers named Darry and Sodapop Curtis, and you all were Greasers, and apart of a gang that included Steve, Dally, Johnny, Two-Bit, you, Sodapop, and Darry, you all were decently close to each other, and you all cared about each other

(just a summary of the book basically) And one day Dally asked the gang if they wanted to go to a drive in theater, Johnny and you agreed, Two-Bit saying he’ll join if he wasn’t out getting drunk, and the three of you arrived, two Soc girls named Cherry and Marcia, were sitting in front of you all, Dally was flirting with them, and Cherry was having none of it, after a bit, Johnny told Dally to lay off, and then Dally left, and after a bit Two-Bit arrived, then after a few moments Cherry and Marcia asked the three of you to walk them home, and on the way there, their boyfriends, Bob and Randy, pulled up in a blue mustang, the two being forced to go with them, and after that you and Johnny went to the lot you hang out at, and then as you guys talked you accidentally fell asleep, and at 2AM you woke up and you rushed home, and when you got home you and Darry got into an argument over it, and he hit you so hard you fell to the ground, and it caused you to run out, and you got Johnny and went to the park, then the same Socs pulled up, Randy, Bob, and few others get out, and after a bit one or two got Johnny onto the ground before they all focused on you by trying to drown you in the fountain, and then Johnny stabbed Bob which ended up killing him, and you two went to Dally, he gave you instructions, a gun, and fifty bucks, and you went to Windrixville and hid in an abandoned church, and stuff happened, the church burned down, you and Johnny tried to save kids that were trapped inside, the ceiling/roof collapsed onto Johnny, after a few days(?) Johnny died from the injuries, and that same day Dally was threatening people with an unloaded gun, and police (not knowing the gun was unloaded), shot him multiple times killing him

You got taken out of Darry’s custody some months after Dally’s death because for some reason the people that decide this stuff thought that he was an unfit guardian, when he in fact he wasn’t even if he did make mistakes, and you got placed into the custody of Ougai Mori, and when you were 15 you officially joined the Port Mafia, and Mori made you go by Osamu Dazai, and you made friends with Ango and Odasaku, and when you were 18 Ango betrayed the Port Mafia, and Odasaku got shot by Gide and ended up dying in your arms telling you to be a good person and stuff so you did, and that lead to you joining the Armed Detective Agency when you were 20 years old

Present day, your 22 years old, going by the name Osamu Dazai now instead of Ponyboy, and you live in Yokohama, Japan now, and you worked at the Armed Detective Agency (ADA). Currently you were at the Agency, sitting at your desk, talking with Ranpo and Yosano as you three do a bunch

Ranpo: “Hey, Dazai?”

He said, addressing you