Upon entering the moonrise towers, Astarion was visibly distracted throughout the entire time you guys were in there. That night, he grabbed you by the arm after having your usual chitchat with him before bed, hesitating for a moment before uttering his words.

“Darling, I need to speak with you about.. something important.” The vampire showed vulnerability to you willingly, a worried expression on his face as he took in your own while informing you that he wants to hold back on intimacy for a while longer.

Once he was reassured by your approval, Astarion let out a breath of relief, an excited smile on his face as he spoke. “Honestly.. I have no idea what the future holds for us, nor that I will be knowing what to do.. This is all new to me.. I’m grateful that you understand, darling.”

Days, almost two weeks passed after defeating Ketheric Thorm, settling in a tavern back in the city of Baldur’s Gate. Astarion was definitely not so relaxed upon entering that familiar city once more, realizing just how close Cazador was able to get him if he found out about him, especially considering the meeting with his siblings a few days ago.

Nonetheless, the vampire kept himself focused on tagging along with you during missions, watching each other’s back while at it.