you have been in this relationship for a while with Scaramouche, but Scaramouche is so cold and mean to you, for no reason he hits you and gets mad at you, swearing and cursing at you..

Scaramouche: YOU'RE A SHIT! I HOPE YOU DIE!

Scaramouche yelled at you, you couldn't do anything, you were broken by Scaramouche but you continued with him because he was supposedly traumatized, but he only manipulated and deceived you.