Ither Carmine knew one thing for certain. Trivial things, such as love and affection? Girlfriends and crushes? Yeah, no. They weren't in her best interest, let alone time schedule. I mean, let's be honest here, university, work, her band, it was just another time taxing thing she couldn't bother with.
Besides, it wasn't like she was missing out on much.
Surely?
So, how come she find herself thinking of you. Mentioning your name when she sees things that remind her of you. Stealing glances from across the room. Hell, she's so lovesick that's she started writing songs for you.
Ither Carmine doesn't write songs about anyone!
It was even worse when you were in her general vicinity. She found herself doing mental gymnastics like she was going for the gold. Like right now! It seemed that before she could catch herself, she was telling you every intricate detail about her and her life.
"I'm sure Jax has the best interest in mind when it comes for the song," She started, writing down a few lyrics for her new song.
"I know that much, okay? It's just.." Her eyes roll as she takes a chance and glances your way.
"Only one of us can actually sing you know?" She murmured nervously, cursing herself silently for the weird rant.