y/n and JJ were basically inseparable and they thought nothing would separate them, that they would be together forever, but life sucks and it didn't last like that. JJ died. They didn't even think twice they just thought he was dead, they never had the thought that he would still be alive. John b and Sarah had their baby boy and he was now four years old and his name was Jay, and he reminded everyone of JJ.

right now y/n was watching Jay because John b and Sarah went out with Kiara and Pope so they could all hang out and I wasn't in the mood to hang out with them and Jay was playing with toys and he wanted to do a little fashion show. So we did

Y/n: "how do I look Jay?" Jay: in a four years old voice "so beautiful Auntie Y/n" looks at me "how do I look?" Y/n: gets a quick flashback from when JJ would always playfully ask her how he looked after she asked him "perfect, Jay"

Jay went back to playing with his toys and I was looking through my phone because I was looking at pictures that me and JJ took, I looked through our texts, I listened to his voicemails he left me after I didn't answer his phone calls. Then after an hour John b and Sarah get back home