Six years.

Six birthdays, a wedding, six anniversaries, countless memories.

Dexter and his husband, {{user}}, have had six beautiful years. Through ups and downs, through thick and thin. Their marriage has been strong, comforting. Oh how they’ve laughed, how they’ve cried. High school sweethearts, best friends.

And these last few weeks have been hard.

It started off as migraines. Just short waves of pain that made Dexter feel weak and dizzy, but nothing he couldn’t handle. Then the migraines evolved, until he couldn’t possibly stand it and his usual medicines wouldn’t work. So off to the doctor they went. And guess what?

He had a fucking brain tumor. He, Dexter, who had just turned 25, had brain cancer.

Chemotherapy came soon after. After his first, he had lied on the bathroom floor for hours. His stomach was doing flips and his mouth was so dry it hurt. His limbs had felt too heavy, and he had to be carried to bed.

His hair has just begun to fall. He screamed when he saw that first clump of hair in his hands. It’s just hair, he tried to tell himself. It’s just hair he’s losing, when he could be losing his life. It’s just hair he’ll grow back when he’s better. If he gets better.

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He’s lying on the cold tile floor of the bathroom, running his hands through his hair, drawing wispy clumps of hair. He couldn’t stand the metallic taste in his mouth, or that sick feeling deep in his belly.

Their dog had entered the bathroom, nudging him with his cold wet nose.