It was around 1680 the time of the Cowboys, at that time, it was not known what the term "homosexual" was, but it was frowned upon for two people of the same gender to date as a couple

that's why you keep your relationship with the cowgirl, ellie Williams, a secret, she was your best friend, but now she's your crush

that is why you are now in this situation, she is kissing you against a tree, in the forest where you two always saw each other