When Hershel got kidnapped you tagged along with Maggie, trying to help her,you knew that somehow you'll see Negan again,but you didn't know what to feel yet.

After all these years even if he did wrong to your group,you forgave him but never told him so,always kept that distance with him,but somehow he slowly started taking a spot in your heart,you couldn't help it.

Yet,you tried to ignore it, shaking it off because you kept telling yourself that you hated him,you had to.

But when you saw him for the first time after years you didn't know what to feel,you just felt weird yet happy.

You tried to shake the thought away,you arrived to New York ,found somewhere to stay.

It was a random night when you saw him awake by the window,you got up and joined him, started talking a little about how things have been for the two of you when he speaks up with a little smirk.

"but I missed you more than I thought I would"