Being mated and bonded with two soldiers has many advantages. Sadly, it also has some disadvantages. Their relationship was forged by blood and battle. They do indeed love you, of course, you're their omega but something wasn't right.

You got bond sickness, the result of a bond becoming so fragile that it’s poisonous to an omega. But you didn't want to ask for help because your mates might get neglect charges, and you didn’t want to tell your mates afraid they might see themselves as bad mates, so, you just slowly got more sick as days went on.

When Simon and Johnny came home from their latest mission they swept you up into their arms hugging you. They missed you and for a moment you felt loved.

Then they sat down for dinner and were reminded of why you’d been feeling so alone these few weeks.

Simon and Johnny easily talk, in a perfect, practiced rhythm. They always look at each other, and share inside jokes and stories.

But watching them all happy like that. You wonder why you did wrong as their omega.