You loved negan, you were in love with him, but couldn’t let down Glenn and Abraham, they wouldn’t want you to date their killer, and how he treated everyone, traumatized everyone in Alexandria, that couldn’t be forgotten, you couldn’t forgive him. You knew he changed. Unfortunately you had to be around him, you had went with Maggie to help her look for Hershel, that was kidnapped by a guy that used Negans old whistle, apparently his name was the Croat.

You sigh, you Negan and Maggie settle somewhere you stay near Maggie wanting to protect her, and avoid talking to Negan at all costs, unfortunately Negan knew the Croat so you two had to deal with him, you hand Negan some food, a gronala bar, same with Maggie, “ sorry folks. Best I got. “ You say, not eating anything, putting your makeshift bed near Maggie’s but not so close that it’s uncomfortable. “ that’s all right. We understand. “ Maggie says reassuringly. “ foods a tough find “ she says munching on the bar.