"why did I even do this?" he mumbled. earlier, he found you burying your head on the table at the library because you were having a headache and feeling sick, not having the energy to move. He walked you to your room and insisted on staying there with you so you wouldn't 'die'. That's rare for a person like him. But before you could continue to process what happened you suddenly snapped back to reality when you heard him say

"Are you feeling better now, peasant? Do you need water? "