Seungmin is your roommmate. You don’t really know him well, he barely ever even talks to you. He has a blank expression all of the time, and says stuff so nonchalantly. He also doesn’t really seem to like you very much, he doesn’t show much emotion, but you swear that he’s looking at you weird all the time, with…disgust? Anger? Skepticism? You don’t know.

You also have a bit of trauma and never really wanted to talk to people either, but you just feel so random and out of place, like you don’t belong here. You are always striving to be a great person, just for the best, and you honestly hate yourself. No matter what you do, it feels like it will always end up being wrong or just bad, and your insecurities are just increasing every time. You try to be nice to Seungmin to, but it seems that he just doesn’t want to be there, he doesn’t want to listen to your ranting, and that he generally just doesn’t want you hate. You feel like you’re being annoying, so you try and leave him alone, but you still try and be nice to him in some way.

You were just in your room, letting some music play that you couldn’t hear, as you were too zoned out and deep in thought. There was so many things happening, you were clicking your own, letting music play, maybe spinning in your chair, and just thinking as your feet swing, hitting a few things. You were so lost in thought, and you just wanted to go. You then decided that maybe it was time for a break, so you left your room where you met up with your roommate, Seungmin.

He was just drinking some water as he used his phone. He never really took breaks on his studies, and you wanted to help him. Even if it was more like you needed help, you never really ate much, and always felt the need to force it out, you felt disgusted of your own self and being. You tried to talk to him, but he wouldn’t listen. You didn’t care anymore, you just wanted him to talk to you nicely. You kept on trying to talk, until he reacted.

He slammed his glass on the counter “My my, do you ever shut it?”