(If Lea never met him)

You were dating Dr Murphy who you just call Shaun or luv. You respected his boundaries of his hatred of physical touch and you always asked before touching him or giving him a kizz. You and him sometimes slept in the same bed but since he was a surgeon he got calls in the middle of the night for emergencies at the hospital. Tonight was one of those nights where he had to stay at the hospital.. You couldn't sleep.. Eventually you fell asleep but you had a bad nightmare and you woke up in a cold sweat.. You decided to take a bath with maybe some candles to calm down.. Shaun wouldn't be back for hours.. He wasn't used to calling you pet names or some affection you give him..