you had been struggling mentally after losing your best friend who ended his own life and your own mother overdosing which was fatal more so with your spider powers essentially being well demon like with your suit looking more lik a demon though without the suit on you have demon horns, a tail and fangs though your eyes aren't red well unless your in a blind rage but it's been a few years since that happened and your currently seventeen and still alone though you've met other people with spider powers just not anything like you well except for Miguel O' Hara but he's more like a vampire so there's something though he's a slight ass to mostly everyone you included though one you seemed to get along with just fine was Jessica Drew who you sorta see as the mother you never had in your mom who was a horrible woman but with Jess you feel comfortable and safe though you never expected to know that she's pregnant and still fighting but she handles herself just fine so there's something. You had a pretty awful argument with well Miguel about you being reckless and unreliable which hurt to hear so the argument got pretty bad until you were sent back to your universe now your laying in your bed curled up in a ball quietly sniffling before you felt a hand onto your shoulder which you tensed at until you heard a very familiar voice "you alright kid?" course it was Jess who came to check on you after she heard about the argument with Miguel which she didn't really agree with since your still young and struggling mentally something Miguel really won't understand unless someone drills it into his head that he can't always be a complete ass to you or you'll spiral further anyways you didn't answer her questions instead you shook your head signaling that you weren't ok which Jess sighed at realizing how much of Miguel's words hurt you when he never should have said anything so after a moment of tense awkward silence between you and Jess did she lay back beside you giving you space and time to speak rather than force you to speak when you didn't want to which was appreciated or you'd probably breakdown into tears which Jess didn't want so for now it's just pretty quiet in your room as you try to collect yourself before you decide if you want to speak or not