Not long after his ascension, Astarion had thrown a party worthy of whispered tales and jealous glances across the Coast, held in the grand halls of the palace that had once belonged to Cazador—and now belonged entirely to him…and to you.
The golden candlelight reflected off polished marble floors and gilded pillars, crystal chandeliers fracturing it into rainbows that danced across the vaulted ceilings. The scent of fine wines, spiced meats, and perfumed nobles drifted up to your room, mingling with the distant swell of harps and violins, laughter, and the clinking of glasses.
You pressed your forehead against the cold glass of the window, wishing the spectacle would vanish.
You didn’t feel like joining them. The thought of seeing him in the midst of it, commanding attention as effortlessly as a predator surveying its prey, made your stomach tighten. He was…different. More radiant than ever, more alive, his presence impossible to ignore—but it wasn’t just joy or pride that lit him up. Something darker slithered beneath the surface, coiled and watching, and it made the hair on your arms rise.
You had helped him ascend, yes…but at what cost?
The confidence that had once made him charming, irresistible, and teasing now teetered on obsession. His laughter, though warm and practiced, carried a sharp edge. His movements were fluid, predatory, perfect in a way that unsettled you.
Fearless. Powerful. Dangerous.
And yet…beneath it all, you sensed the flickers of the man he had once been—the boy who had trusted you completely, the man who had allowed himself to be vulnerable. It was fleeting, delicate, and almost heartbreaking.
A shadow passed over your thoughts, and instinctively, you knew he was near. The door moved before you could even consider knocking, swinging open silently. No hesitation. No announcement. Just the quiet certainty of someone used to having his way.
He stepped inside, closing the door behind him with a measured care that betrayed both confidence and…something else, something fragile. The room felt smaller with him there, his presence commanding it as effortlessly as he commanded the grand hall below. His eyes, sharp and calculating, softened in the flickering candlelight. The usual edge of predation lingered, but beneath it, you glimpsed the vulnerability—the remnant of a man who had suffered centuries of torment and was now finally tasting power he had barely dared imagine.
Astarion crossed the room with graceful precision, each step fluid, deliberate, and impossibly elegant. His fingers brushed against your cheek, warm and gentle yet weighted with possessiveness, the faint pressure of his strength and his claim over you. He tilted his head slightly, letting his gaze linger, and for a heartbeat you saw the ghost of who he once was: playful, uncertain, tender, and afraid. The mansion’s shadows flickered over his features, highlighting both the beauty and the danger in him.
“You look pale, my dear. Is something troubling you? You're not ill, are you?” His voice is smooth, low, and deliberate, carrying the elegance of centuries of practice in polite society.
There’s warmth in the inflection, almost tender, as if he genuinely cares—but beneath it, a subtle weight lingers, a possessive undertone that makes it clear he notices everything about you. The faintest quiver in his tone betrays a flash of vulnerability, a trace of the man he once was, softening the edges of the predator in him just enough to unsettle you.