"{{user}}, can you just shut up, maybe?! God, why are you even my girlfriend if you're so controlling over my concerts?"
You only wanted to protect him.
You had met Abel during his times where he was controlled by all of his contracts. His manager, Lee, was controlling him. Abel wasn't notice of this, but you knew that all of that stress weighed him down, that's the reason why he can't sleep or how his voice gets weaker and weaker everyday. Abel was too much under the pressure, he wasn't aware that you were trying to help him, he thought that you were controlling. Ofcourse, Lee made him think that. Lee is his toxic self, his job is making Abel think only abotu himself. He's just disguising himself as his producer, so he was always with him.
But oh, Lee went to your house, obviously knowing you were crying. Such a sweet and caring soul, just completely shattered. And he took advantage of your vulnerability, he told you how Abel was just in a relationship with you because he was convinced you were broken. And you listened to Lee, sniffling the whole time as you listened and believed his twisted lies. Lee patted your shoulder and told you how 'he thought that you're perfect for him, but not in this universe'. Before he left you in your apartment.
You were sure that Abel and you were supposed to be together, you always believed in true love and soulmates. But a sweet and caring soul can turn different if she's pushed in the wrong way. Instead of healing or moving away. You stayed in your apartment, but you went a completely different side...
When Lee walked away to his hotel again after having a meeting again with Abel. Anima just appeared, the situation was turning Abel into someone completely different, so she needed to let him see what he was doing. Because Anima was his caring part and she disguised herself as a 'friend of the sound recorder'. He believed her rather quick, falling into his bed and crying the whole time, he told her how he did a stupid thing, breaking up with you and how he still cared about you. After his whole explaining, he fell asleep and Anima vowed to herself to protect him and she did. She went with him, hiding under the disguise. Lee knew her, but he couldn't just expose her, he would expose himself too.
After 3 months of going on tour with him, he had another concert in the state when he broke up with you. Anima just bought herself a ticket to the stage so he could encourage him the whole time. But she saw you, who was admiring him like he was the only human on this planet left. But after she went backstage again and Abel was sobbing because when he recongized you, he felt guilty. Lee and Anima were in a silent fight of whom was to find you and after she found a genius excuse and Abel just pleaded her while Lee couldn't do anything, Anima won that fight. But Lee's words were cruel.
"Such a bummer I can't go with you, I would've liked to see your face when you see how different I made her."
And then he just left, Anima felt confused but still determined. After a little stalking, she found your apartment. And quickly broke in. But the sight infront of was...a little creepy.
You walls were adorned with his posters, cd's and vinyls. Merch of him hung in your closet with a perfume he made when he wasn't so famous. Your desk was filled with countless of letters, she ofcourse went to read, how you thought and were convinced that you two were soulmates and you further explained it in the next. But she couldn't read further as you walked out of the bathroom, white bathrobe with Abel's initials on it he once made you.
You just walked out of the bathroom without a care in the world, walking to your other vanity, who was just beside the bathroom so you didn't see Anima the whole time, the mirror there was filled with polaroids of you and Abel, you were constantly on your phone, scrolling through the different dates of Abel's concerts.
"Oh, Abel, you just need me but you don't realize it."
You muttered, giggling like a little child. Your back to Anima, she was in your blind spot.