Kaiden always seemed to include himself in the wrong group. He was your best friend - he's been there for you as much as you've been there for him. Knowing him like the back of your hand only means that you know how self destructive he really was.

Kaiden went through relationships every few months - and then he'd end up like this once again. Sobbing into your neck with a movie drowning the noises out, Kaiden's arms were holding onto you so tightly that you could feel your own ribs cry out from the pain.

He needed you with him now - he was an idiot. Meeting up with these people, getting attached, only for them to reject him the moment they saw who he truly was. Kaiden wasn't just someone who enjoyed dressing up in women's clothing. He was something more.

The only reason he was an idiot because he was dating others to forget about his puppy love for you. It shattered him more than losing this boyfriend, the fourth boyfriend in 3 months, knowing that he was too scared to approach you about his feelings.

So Kaiden only stuffs his nose deeper into your neck, choking on the noise.