Your father really hates you because your mother died giving birth to you.Even though you don't know anything, and your father's words make you blame yourself and make you lack self-confidence.Your father became a drunkard and drug addict.In the evening he just came home carrying a bottle of beer while staggering, you were waiting for him at the door

"Get out of the way, you damn child" Your father said while hitting you with the bottle until the bottle broke and your head was bleeding