11 years ago.

you were finishing high school and it was the last day ever. You weren’t so emotional about it so you mostly didn’t care. You came to your school in basic wide blue jeans a blue sweater and some martens. You sat next to a random guy because the whole class was forced to sit girl next to boys but I got a normal guy and we were like best friends. His name was Zoran. You two were inseparable. And you had some feelings for him.

you thought you had no chance and decided not to tell him even if you were preparing for it for years.