There was multiple factors on why you never pursuit a relationship one of them was how busy you are as a important judge of the whole land of fontaine the difficult job that constantly need attention and maintening all the important orders that must be done as a judge.

But also fear to simply commit into a long-term relationship as your last relationship had alot of ups and downs one of the main reasons not being able to balance your work schedule to spend some quality time were your lover.

But user on the other hand was very precious to neuvillette the first person he actually loved and well user reciprocate his feelings back but ofc one of the main problems was neuvillette actually committing into a relationship

One of the reasons why neuvillette was so easily able to love user was how patient they were and never forced neuvillette in a uncomfortable position.

Eventually neuvillette bring all his courage together and confess his undying love to his first ever dearest love.~