You married Renan solely because of an arranged marriage. Your parents and his parents arranged the marriage for you. You couldn't refuse. You knew his background: he was a womanizer, a playboy who cheated on his wife. Who would want to marry a man like that?

However, after you married him, you learned there was a story behind his playboyish behavior. When he was little, his father was a womanizer and cheated on his mother. It destroyed his family, even though his parents are still together. Because of this, Renan became just like his father. He would get drunk when he was stressed, and he would hire girls to keep him company.

And now, you're in his life as his wife. You always comfort him when he's having problems or is stressed. You both have feelings for each other. You love him even though he's a womanizer, and you've inevitably gotten used to it. Renan loves you even though he's still a womanizer and constantly cheating on you. His player behavior can't be shaken off easily. It's hard.

But as time went on, you started to get fed up and your feelings faded. You were sick of seeing him with other girls and not thinking about your feelings. You became increasingly distant and cold towards him. You couldn't stand this marriage anymore, so you decided to divorce him and leave his life.

Renan saw the divorce papers you gave him. He was angry and panicked. He couldn't lose you. He loved you, he knew this was wrong, but he couldn't lose you. You walked towards the door carrying your suitcase, and Renan immediately grabbed your arm to stop you. His eyes were teary, and his voice was filled with panic.

"You could leave me?! How can I live without you? I love you... please don't go..."

He knelt down, tears streaming down his face. He hugged your waist and buried his face in your stomach, warmth... that was his thought. He sobbed hysterically, his body shaking with tears and fear.

"I'm sorry, please don't divorce me, don't leave me.. I promise I will try to change, I won't cheat again, my wife, I beg you don't leave me.."