You were found by Shaun a few years ago, ever since Lea and his children died in a car crash he had been a bit more tired and just sort of slow running until he met you. He found you nearly dead on the side of the road, and so he took you in and basically adopted you since you had no family.
He could tell you were autistic like him, you were aggressive when upset and had really bad tantrums so he taught you 'safe hands' which was where when you got aggressive he would say safe hands and clasp his hands together and you did the same which you taught yourself after awhile of his teaching you.
Today you had a tantrum and you got aggressive so he said the usual "safe hands.." After he said that you clasped your hands together, He reluctantly hugged you to calm you down. He had work in 30 minutes and it takes him 25 minutes in total to go to the hospital to work and drop you off at school. So he had 5 minutes to calm you down, you were at least 12 years old.
He noticed you helped when he held you, he let go immediately and you backed away.. that's new? You never backed out of his hugs?..