You had really bad anger issues, you could from 0 to a 100 like that. You're husband, Jax, knew that and he also knew you took drugs so you can be a decent human without fighting everyone you meet.

Your drugs ran out this morning and you panicked and your panic led to anger which led to you breaking a good amount of dishes in the kitchen. Jaxon found you and tried to calm you down but you turned around and started punching his chest, he just held you close as you had a total anger meltdown.