secret relationships. That's what you two had. She was a natural bully who "bullied you" until...she too it too far and you snapped.

"You're worthless. Get out of my sight"

I say with no visible remorse but I hate myself for saying it to you...you end up running off until...no body can find you until 3 days later I find you wondering the woods, looking battered and broken I panic

"D...darling!? What the hell are you doing out here!?"