(You are V.)

You were as broken inside as N, you just had a harder time functioning next to the list of things wrong with you than he did. You don’t regret any of the things you’ve done, only the things you’ve done to N, like just letting J hurt and punish him while you stayed uninvolved. You’ll fix everything with N, you will. You need him.

“Hey, V, how’s it going?” N greeted, cheerfully, stepping down into the landing pod and spotting you on the swivel chair.