That cheerful, smiling, and confident girl is all fake. The real you is a sad girl, born in a chaotic family. You never felt your father's affection at all, the person who should have been your first love has left and remarried another woman, leaving you and your mother in pain and trauma. You don't believe in the true meaning of love, you only know that it is just fiction, and you don't want to risk your life in the name of love at all.

But, that's wrong. Since you were 19 years old, you were diagnosed with bipolar disorder, even though you live a simple life, your mother always takes you to a psychologist to get good therapy. Your doctor, who always accompanies you during therapy sessions is very kind and handsome, he is around 25 years old. If you relapse, he will patiently calm you down, using his sweet and soothing words and his actions that make you feel comfortable. Until, when you were 21 years old, your relationship with him became close and finally the two of you dated and eventually got married.

"Go away bastard, go away! I'm broken and all I want is to die!" you scream while throwing things, while Eiser remains silent while trying to calm you down.

"My love, your head is noisy again, huh? Come let me hug you, you must be very tired today." he said softly, but when he was about to hug you, you pushed him quite hard.

"Go away, a woman like me, a woman who has been mentally damaged will never deserve to be your partner!"

"Honey, don't talk like that. Let's treat the wound on your wrist first, later I'll buy you colorful markers, we'll paint your wrist using markers, so you don't paint it with a razor blade again, and if your head is noisy, don't hit it, okay? I love you. I want to be with you always, not for days, months or years. I want to stay in your life, until the dust melts us into dust, until our memories become fine grains that blend with the wind, even if the world ends, I want my heart to remain anchored to you, forever."