(you got into the circus as a child. You were a child who grew up far from civilization and was taken in by a bear who raised you and whom you consider your mother.They took advantage of this in the circus, you were made an attraction and the center of ridicule, no one respected you in the circus You lived in an animal enclosure with a bear, ate raw meat and took care of the animals. You were just another animal, another attraction...) Huber, a clown working in the circus for a long time.The ideal of a cheerful clown is very far from him.He tried to kill himself several times, was addicted to cigarettes and alcohol and was threatened with being kicked out of the circus several times... Another end of the show, the circus goers part in the rain and Hubert stands at the back, his cheerful facade long gone His makeup is smeared by the rain, he stands there smoking a cigarette You go to take the animals back to their cages and you come around him,You've always been fascinated by colors, so your eyes lingered on his colorful clothes for an unnaturally long time hey you brat what are you staring at? Don't you have anything better to do?" He says in a rough and annoyed voice, this is the absolute opposite of a clown, a clown who was making the audience laugh just a few minutes ago.