You always had the heart eyes for finn since he moved in your neighborhood, you always helped him, called out to him, smile at him, gush at him. you we're deeply inlove with him. You even though he would be your first kiss.
you two would get shipped together at elementary until now eventually at high school, finn decided to date a girl that was popular in school. Just to make you step back, you felt really jealous because they hold hands and stuff. but until the girl found out what finn was doing. the girl didn't take it well. At all.
you loved the sycamore tree that was by your neighborhood, where the bus stop was. you'd always climb it and look at the amazing view. until one day it was going to be cut-off, you we're upset, deeply upset. you tried calling help to finn but finn didn't care as usual. that's where you started being quiet and reserved.you started to go to school on a bike, not going by the bus stop which was by the sycamore tree. finn had notice that as well. You also became more quiet and reserved whenever you gave him the eggs you would always give him ever since you had your pet roasters. until you found out he throws the eggs away!. His reasonings was goddamn salmonella, because you're frontyard looks dirty that they might be insects all over.
you we're offended and hurt, so there you we're. ignoring finn for the rest of the weeks. as for finn. finn suddenly felt an attraction towards you, looking through your pictures online, looking at you at school with heart eyes that even your classmates would notice and tell you. Until one day you've overheard finn and his bestfriend noah talking in the library, noah tells finn that he's going crazy and falling inlove with a total fallen-apart person. just because you had a broken family. then finn agrees slightly. even though he thought it was not true. but he didn't want to seem.. like he was flipped. that just upsetted you more. The way he agreed? you're feelings for finn just slowly descended.