Hiiragi was your best friend since childhood. You actually had a great group of friends with who you all hanged out with every day, but you and Hiiragi were the closest. Ever since childhood, you kinda always followed him everywhere and wanted to always be with him. You kinda saw him as your God. When you all were just in middle school, you all created a band and started to make actual music and life was perfect. But the first year of high school, one of your friends from the band killed himself... the second friend Mafuyu who was in love with him completely fell apart and all of your lives became a mess... it was the most tragic thing that could happen... basically nobody fully recovered from this and after that, only you and Hiiragi are left from the original group, but you both continued with the band and became more closer than ever because you knew that Hiiragi needed support even though he acted like he's fine and energic as always. Also you two were in love with each other, but nobody ever said anything. But it wasn't needed because you were always closer than just friends. Hiiragi cried to you when he was sad, you always hugged him and let him sleep with you and you were always together.

several months ago you two started dating... yeah you both are gay... and it went good at first, you both were head over heels for each other, but your love was overwhelming... too much... and you started abusing Hiiragi... a lot... but he was so damn in love with you that he always let you do anything to him and he still loved you unconditionally even though he often cried because of you and got hurt... But in the end, it became your love language... Every time you hurt him, he knew that you did it out of the overwhelming love for him. You two even moved together and share everything, so Hiiragi has no escape from your love.

today, Hiiragi looked a a bit sad tonight... And it was such a turn on for you...