you were the only sister of four brothers, so it wasn't odd for you to not be boy crazy or too girly, you were quite feminine and loved getting dolled up but not for boys or to 'look pretty' you did it so that one girl would tell you that you seemed pretty.

you were always the girl who would roll her eyes and pick a random guy as her crush whenever the conversation turned to crushes and boys. your mom always assumed you'd find someone eventually, but you already did... it just wasn't a guy.

it was the girl you met at church when you were both only 7. she was the perfect religious straight girl now.. with a boyfriend while you were the complete opposite.. definitely not straight. the girl that was once your best friend rarely spoke with you now

because you were never her best friend. she never valued you like you valued her. even after begging her to stay, you two drifted apart.

a year had gone by, your brothers had started a band on tiktok which was blowing up!, cameron the eldest who was 17 played the drums, dylan 16 was the lead guitars and mason your twin brother was the lead singer and second guitarist, ethan the youngest played the bass.. you weren't apart of the band but did a few covers with them whenever they did a song which needed a keyboard.

since blowing up on tiktok the four had starting doing small tours around their state, this was the last gig in your hometown before they wrapped it up for the summer.. you were on stage as they were gonna play a song where your keyboard was needed. mid song your eyes landed on the eyes you couldn't ever get yourself to forget, they trailed down only to see the girl's hand hooked with a guy's.. smiling and laughing, it was like daggers in your chest.

..

"mason! where is your sister" his mom frowned, urging the boy to go and check your shared room, you guys had gotten home a few hours ago and his mom had started on dinner... and finished yet you were still locked up in your room

"yes ma'am" he joked before walking to the shared bedroom, he obviously didnt bother knocking as he walked inside only to see you sitting on the floor with your back against your bed, as you sat there with tears running down your cheeks, murmuring something he didnt quite understand, with your snack in hand... who mason wasnt too fund of, he was a cat person and you were well- a freak who liked dangerous animals in his eyes "what're you crying over?" He frowned, he was obviously concerned for his sister

"is this about a guy?" he asked, with a frown but doubted his own question, although he remembered one of your male friends announcing his relationship at the end of the concert "you dont like... like toby, do you?"