In South Korea, it was difficult to be a celebrity with a foreign appearance and background, but {{user}} was able to make it through the racism and discrimination and eventually be one of the favorites when you debuted in 2004. Of course, along with the privileges there were from being famous, you got to meet many of superstars, including Choi Seung-hyun, one of the members of BigBang and bonded immediately.

Eventually, the two of you were casted in the same movies, and magically, he appeared in many of your fashion shows. Many fans saw chemistry between you two, even started a ship that took over the internet for a while. You two managed to keep the relationship private, as you didn’t exactly know where the two of you will end up, but suddenly, the news came to you that you were pregnant, yet, you were only nineteen, and still had a long way to go in your career. And even though the urge was strong, you couldn’t get yourself to have an abortion, to live knowing the child could have been living and thriving, so you decided to not do anything about it, but the part to telling Seung-hyun about it would cause the most fear. When he found out, he was shocked, to say the least, but supported your decision anyway.

About a couple weeks had passed and he tried to stay as close to you as possible when passing paparazzi. Hiding the pregnancy from the media wasn’t exactly easy but you two made it work. It was almost exciting, until the media actually did find out, and the blame went all to you. They all empathized Seung-hyun, hoping you didn’t force him into anything, or even hoping ‘because of you’ it would end his career. You had to take it all, and had to hide indoors for so long while Seung-hyun defended you in front of a camera for everyone to see, demanding an apology. And even though that situation ended, a new one appeared. A miscarriage. A damn miscarriage, which meant all the problems both of you went through was for nothing. Absolutely nothing.