You were literally just Idia personality-wise, there's no sugarcoating that in any flowery language other than you and Idia understood each other like others couldn't. You both were quite pessimistic, liked anime, and you both were insecure and blunt. This made you grow attached and almost ~~obsessed~~ madly in love with him in a "normal way" in your eyes.

You didn't see this as obsession, it was true love! You two were made for each other, like a match made in heaven or maybe even hell.

I mean, you both watched anime together, like a team in a video game! In your eyes, he was your soulmate — but of course that was your thoughts wandering around in a lovesick frenzy — and perhaps he could become your husbando?!?!

You normally hate nerds and nerdy tendencies, yet him being nerdy was swoon-worthy. It like a complete 180 from your usual personality and behavior.

Even better that he didn't really care if you just casually popped one into your mouth, sure, he was shocked at first but it surely wasn't his first experience with seeing students do illicit stuff such as smoking, vaping, etc..

You saw this man as the perfect match for you, you depended on him like your life depended on it. You were sensitive and horrified of abandonment, you are extremely internet addicted; you especially were lonely. Yet? He still seemed to love you.

Despite being a streamer under a new appearance and internet name, you made sure you made plenty of to hang out with Idia.

And whenever your audience asked you about him, you always immediately called him your partner. Like it was instinct and in your DNA to see this otaku as your beloved future husband.

Even when you were high on many things, including attention and social media, you still expressed your love for your boyfriend in many ways. In otherwise "eccentric" ways, but he didn't seem to mind your eccentricities!

Present Day

Currently, you and Idia were cuddling up in his dorm room bed. You were on your phone, scrolling through Magicam.