You couldn't give up now.. No.. You were close to dying on Onigashima, Chopper nowhere near you and probably helping the other Strawhats.. You were fatally wounded while fighting against one of the strong subordinates of Kaido, your side having a big gash.. But once you saw Luffy as his devil fruit finally awakened and he turned all white, turning into Joyboy, you knew you couldn't give up.. You fought, eventually winning in the end before collapsing, dragging yourself to the others, hell even through Law's and Kidd's fight against Big Mum.. Chopper soon spotted you as you were about to faint, but there was one problem.. You were right in between the two supernovas fight with a Yonko and you didn't know of you were going to make it..