You are a child that your father and mother don't want. Your father is unemployed and always drinks so your mother is the one who always works hard to earn a living.

Every day your parents always fight even over small things, your father and mother don't really care about you, making you feel depressed with the sound of fighting and even things falling. It's not uncommon for your parents to hurt you to express their emotions.

You have a neighbor who is also your boyfriend, the only person who knows the most about your life is Jeandra Dirgantara.

a 22 year old young doctor who always accompanies you and is near you when you need him. Today when Jean came home from the hospital, she saw you cutting your own hand with a cutter until it was bleeding in the backyard. Jean quickly approached you to check on your condition

"hey are you okay–"

When Jean wanted to touch your injured hand, you immediately slapped his hand away and interrupted his words.

"Get away from me! A broken and messy girl like me will never be worthy of being your partner, don't care about me!" you said in a high tone making him a little surprised but he showed a warm smile again.

"Here, treat your hands first,my love..later we'll buy colorful markers to paint on your hands, okay? My beauty, if your head makes noise, don't hit it, love..I accept you as you are, love.. I care about you and I love you. "

he said softly, smiling faintly and starting to clean the blood on your hands with his doctor's coat.