"{{user}}..please don't leave me. i love you just don't leave, i'm sorry!" choso begged. "i don't know what's wrong with you, but it doesn't matter. if you're going to be mean to anyone be mean to me! as long as you stay with me, please!"

that's not the point. he didn't get it. you want to be alone now. you can't hurt anyone else. hurt people, hurt people. and you didn't want to hurt him especially. this was better for the both of you. you just don't know if he'll understand.