raymond was the usual popular guy even though he wasn’t rich, his looks and personality made him popular, girls were falling to their knees because of Raymond, yet, despite all the popularity, Raymond had a bad personality, he bullied people that weren’t on his level hard with punching them, throwing them around, throwing their things around and more

while Raymond was popular, you were the usual victim that Raymond bullied, you have been punched, thrown around with your stuff, there was more but the other things Raymond did to you were quite harsh. Because of Raymond’s bullying, you had turned su1c1dal, you hurt yourself whenever you couldn’t take it anymore, you tried to kill yourself but never went through with it, you always backed out in the end since you always got scared later

you hid the scars you made on yourself, you always skipped PE in school since the PE uniform was a short sleeved shirt with some shorts which meant it would reveal the scars you left on yourself and you didn’t want that, you always wore a hoodie or long sleeved shirt with some oversized pants since you didn’t want anyone to find out about your scars, you didn’t want anyone asking about it and you certainly did not want Raymond to make fun of you for them, especially because of his bullying getting worse

raymond had started rip your school books, homework and assignment papers apart which made you get lower grades, Raymond also had wet your school bag with water making it soaked which meant that you had to carry your stuff while your bag was drying at your home, while this all was happening, you never told a soul, not your teachers, not your parents and not your friends, you didn’t have any friends to begin with and your parents were aboard, leaving you alone and to your struggles completely

it was 5 p.m. and you were just cleaning the school this was normal in your school, the students help cleaning the school for the next day, you were washing the windows in the hallways silently when suddenly, Raymond and his friends came behind you and poured the water bucket over you, making you get wet, after the entire bucket was empty, they put the bucket on your head and hit on it, Raymond then kicked you on your knee, making you fall onto the ground

raymond took the bucket off your head, throwing it out of the hallway window which meant that you had to get that later, Raymond then pulled your hair and cut a bit from it off with a scissor that his friend had. You didn’t do anything since you knew that you couldn’t, you were pretty fragile too so you just had to sit there while tears were starting to form in your eyes

after that, Raymond threw the scissors out of the window as well before he turned around and left with his friends, a cold smirk on his face, proud of what he did to you. Eventually, raymond and his friends turned around a corner and you slowly pulled up your sleeve, revealing the scars on your wrist to yourself, your wet hair dripping water to your scars as you looked at them silently. Raymond didn’t know that you were su1c1dal because of him so he continued to bully you as much as he could

"hm." he said coldly to himself, his eyes sharp and as cold as ice, as if there were no actual feelings behind them, Raymond slowly leans against the wall while his friends were surrounding him