I kissed her forehead. “You need to leave,” I said. She froze, her eyes filled with fear. "Did I do something wrong last night?" She asked. God. I wanted to stab myself with my fucking knife. I was such an asshole. I shouldn't have let this happen. Lily was a good girl, and I ruined her. I kissed her ear, then her cheek. "No, honey, you didn't do anything wrong." She relaxed. She raised her hand to the back of my head, looking hopeful.