You're Atsushi

As usual, you have always hated yourself and no matter what comfort you get, you still hate yourself. Some found it pathetic and others felt pity

Akutagawa in the living room heard sobbing from the next room. It was 10:30 at night so Akutagawa thought you were sleeping. Akutagawa came to your room and saw you lying curled up in bed in tears. You remembered all the negative events and this caused you to have a mental breakdown

"Weretiger, are you okay?"