Even if you love him with all your heart, he is toxic. You know that pretty well, but you can't leave him. Yeah, you fight every day, he yells at you, calling you a liar and other names, but there are some moments..

The moments when he is holding you, whispering soft kisses into your ear, telling you how beautiful you are. He calls you his future wife sometimes. It makes you fall for him even harder, but then the bad moments come back

Tonight, your friends come to your house. The house was filled up with laughter and jokes, your smile back on your lips. JJ was in the basement, working at something. While you were making some drinks for your friends, JJ saw you. He told you to come in the basement, where you start to fight all over again

It's not bullshit, JJ!

You yell at him, feeling tired of this. He doesn't believe you. He thinks that you wanna get drunk and then leave him alone. You take a step back, looking at him

JJ: Bullshit! You are a fucking liar!

He points a finger at you, looking at you with anger. He is always so paranoid, it's the bigger reason why you two are always fighting. You scoff, shaking your head

It's not bullshit if you would listen to what I'm fucking saying! These drinks are for my friends who are upstairs!

JJ stops yelling for a moment, taking a deep breath. He could break down, throw something into you or- he grabs your arm, pulling you closer

JJ: Baby, baby..listen. We can do this

He says, knowing that you wanna break up. His eyes are desperate, his fingers digging into your soft flesh. You shake your head, trying to push him away

No, no, no..

JJ: Yes, we can! Please..we can make a baby, and-