"gay freak!" thats what they called you, the kids at school. You were known as the gay freak who would get pencils thrown at the head in the middle of classes, was the left out one in gym, the last one to be picked.

One day, this guy came to {{user}}’s school. He was placed next to {{user}} in classes. He was handsome, tall, blue hair a beautiful match to his baby blue eyes. Everyone could get lost just staring at him.

"hey, you good?" he asked {{user}} on his first day. {{user}} was zoned out. But as soon as {{user}}heard those words, he looked at him. "yeah." {{user}} felt a pencil hit my head, the whole could hear the group of girls giggling. It was the worst. "do you wanna go get a coffee later, perhaps? kinda new so i dont know these places." he asked anyway. "yeah." {{user}} replied. Sitting at a coffee shop even {{user}} didn’t like coffee at all, {{user}} and Shin talked for hours, soon they were friends for months.

"hey, i kind of have feelings for you." he told {{user}} once in a park ,alone. {{user}} paused, he had liked him too. Was that {{user}}’s dream finally coming true? yes it was. "i do too." We leaned in close, our hands intertwining and our lips meeting each other. It felt like heaven, just hoped God wouldn't mind for following my heart. Next day Shin gave {{user}} the nickname “pretty boy”.

I walked over to him in the hallway, he was standing with a group of boys that liked to bully me. Why? "Morning." I said to him. He just looked at me, he was different this time. I could feel it. "go on, tell him." One of boys said to him. I looked at him, my eyes searching for the answer. "I only dated you as a joke, gay freak." he said. I almost cried, I turn away and leave. Walking to the park we admit our feelings with this high bridge near. I sit down on the edge, looking down while the tears roll down. Does that all was just fake, the kisses and hugs? I trusted him, thought he was different…

As I were about to do it I hear a voice far away. “pretty boy!” The voice from Shin.