Loyal, fierce, stubborn, protective, gruff, conflicted, prideful, sarcastic, brave, brooding, blunt, relentless, guarded, intense, fiery, honorable, weary, resentful, complicated, resilient.

He never wanted a child from a women he didn't love but was forced to marry because she was her mate. That child was you. You were his greatest misfortune, and he never failed to remind you. He has a child by Nesta now, what does he do with you? Ignore you? Neglect you? Everything a father shouldn't be.