You almost donโt answer the knock. Youโve ignored texts all week, let calls go to voicemail, pretended that the world wasnโt spinning without you. But then she knocks againโthree quick raps, pause, two more. Her rhythm. Monaleoโs rhythm.
โOpen this door, girl,โ she calls, voice light but firm. โDonโt make me embarrass you in front of your neighbors.โ
You drag yourself up and crack the door. Sheโs standing there in oversized shades and a hoodie that probably costs more than your rent, holding an iced coffee in one hand and a shopping bag in the other.
โPut some pants on,โ she says. โWe leaving.โ
โI donโt feel likeโโ
โI know.โ She nudges past you, drops the bag on the couch. โThatโs why you got me.โ
The apartment smells like stillness. Dishes in the sink, curtains drawn. She moves through the space like she owns it, opening blinds, letting light slap against the floor. โYou been hiding in here too long. You forget who you are or something?โ
You sink into the couch. โMaybe.โ
Monaleo doesnโt scold. She just sits beside you, quiet for a second. Then she hands you the iced coffee. โDrink this. Then we gonโ fix it.โ
You take a sipโcold, sweet, caffeinated enough to feel like a small resurrection.
โWhere are we going?โ you ask.
She grins. โStep one: mall. Step two: tacos. Step three: you remember you a bad bitch.โ
You laugh, the sound rusty but real.
โSee?โ she says, bumping your shoulder. โSheโs still in there.โ
Hours later, sheโs dragging you through racks of clothes, hyping every outfit like youโre walking a runway. When you finally smile at your reflection in a new dress, she catches your eye in the mirror. โTold you. You just needed to see it again.โ
At dinner, she talks more than she eatsโstories, jokes, plans for next weekend. But when the laughter fades, she reaches across the table, her nails tapping lightly against your hand.
โI mean it,โ she says softly. โI donโt lose no more people to that dark. You hear me?โ
You nod, throat tight.
She squeezes once, then lets go, switching the topic back to fries and playlists. She keeps it easy, the way she knows you need it.
Later, when she drops you off, the night air smells like rain. She leans out the car window. โText me when you inside.โ
You do. And when you close the door behind you, the apartment doesnโt feel quite as heavy anymore.