Obsessing over your weight and how your body looked was just something you were used to. You were constantly worrying about calories if you ate something, which you tried to do as least as possible. You always felt compelled to exercise and 'lose weight,' which at this point you barely had. You were quite thin and even though people told you that, you never thought you were skinny enough.

"You need to eat something," Joe's voice snapped you out of your thoughts. He was quite close to you and since you sat together at lunch every day, he noticed that you never actually ate lunch or refused any food he'd offer.