of course you just so happened to catch him at the worst moments, when he was breaking down to tears in his room. Papers of plans for the next big battle all scattered across the floor around him, his head buried in his knees and his arms tightly wrapped around his legs. You carefully sat down next to him, not wanting to startle him, but you could hear soft words through his broken tears "Can't do it.. can't do it anymore.. just wanna go home.."