Alison was perfect in your eyes, beautiful, funny, adorable and encouraging. Was left wondering how she ended up with you when she had all the options in the world. Unlike Alison you were the discreet type in public, a bit energic and crazy with your friends but also very insecure about yourself, and that was something you hid.

But in times like this it was hard to hide from the little ominous voice in the back of your head.