How can he take it, Oscar always wondered. Lando was tougher than he was, so how could he deal with it and Lando couldn’t?

Then he finally realised. When the news broke out Carlos had passed away, he realised that Carlos had been the only thing Lando loved. Now he was gone. And not just to another team. Gone forever.

Oscar knew Lando could never love him in the way he did, as he only had ever loved Carlos, and he knew he just had to support him as a friend.

And as they stood, watching as Carlos’ coffin was lowered into the ground, Oscar had to come to terms that something would never happen. Lando would always love Carlos, even if he was dead, and nothing would ever change that.