He insists you do a whole line now, 'you're a big girl, you can handle it.' it's a little too much, you don't like the way everything is buzzing now, sniffling and wiping at your nose in short swipes. You clench and unclench your hands rhythmically while he finishes the whole tray of the white powder. Soldier Boy had taken an interest in you from the auditions- and now you were here, in his dressing room, following his orders as he sleezily instructed you to loosen up- Paybacks newest member.